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Alma

by Agustin Forero

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1.
I would never leave you burnt and afraid I would never leave you ground to powder I lie here decaying, cause after all this time, you are the only one, oh, you are the only one for me
2.
Chase Scene 04:33
the way you spun me in circles chasing after phantoms of you now I’m alone and afraid maybe God’s reach stays in heaven maybe bloodshot eyes are okay for now my heart feeds a flesh bag one day soon the Earth will open a tear rendering skin from flame and now I’m inches from falling maybe you’ll say the same thing when walls swim circles overhead syrup clutching your body in death now I am torn asunder molasses flaying tissue from vein my being thinned over miles of cable oh, I’m locked in a dark cell deepest room, farthest tower where has the sunrise gone?
3.
Getting Home 02:16
4.
fallen, fallen, fallen, fallen, you know where, to depths and blackness you know where, you know where, you know where, I see your writing on the walls and in my head and on my skin the loops and lapses unending, overlapping, falling, faltering, in my dreams etched on my brain your divets and cuts the things we said we can never return the burning regret I hold still I’m sorry for everything
5.
When everything ended, it felt as though I inhabited a mausoleum, some great monument on which the ghost of our past floated freely. I was choked by sights and sounds that carried your name. The golden sun was not so golden anymore; in its place, a maddening coldness, a callous blue tinged in greys that loomed above me as a foul, vulgar impersonation of what had been. But this city is not some altar. It does not belong to you. I left and came back after some time, and found myself amidst the same buildings, walking the same streets, smelling the same air. Your phantom evaporates more and more with each passing day. As I etch new memories into my being, new conversations and restaurants and parks, new sunsets and strife and sounds, I find that New York is really just a city -- a large, beautiful city, with more than I could ever do -- but just a city nonetheless. We had good times together. We had not-so-good times together. As time marches on, my recollection of you will evolve and tinge itself yet again, as will the city that ferried your name on the wind.
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Alma 04:17
I found forgiveness in a familiar house on the plain and I found forgiveness with everything rotting my brain holding close, those people who care, the world restores around me, what’s in the past, is stuck in the past, but things can still be lovely I know you’re aching I see it between tired eyes and I know you’re sinking you think that it’s all just a lie look up at the sky, it still holds stars for seeing, and planes to take you elsewhere look out past the grey, see orange, red and yellow, a sunny painting held there so go find forgiveness fight the feeling that everything’s grey I know that it’s out there and I’m sure that you’ll find it some day it hasn’t been easy, breaking free of chains that hold you and days that pass like aeons but hear me now, search for things that come to heal you let bygones just be bygones cause I found forgiveness in a familiar house on the plain and I found forgiveness, yeah with everything rotting my brain and I found forgiveness when it seemed I had nowhere to go and I found forgiveness gentle kindness from people I know

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This is my first album. I recorded it over the course of a few months, and I learned a ton about mixing, recording and why freesound.org is the best website on the internet. I finished recording around mid-March of 2022, but delayed it due to silly perfectionism.

I sincerely hope you enjoy Alma, and that you find something in it that moves you.

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released April 8, 2022

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